Cherie Kanaan's family live only yards away from an oil well in Ogoniland in the heart of Nigeria's troubled Niger Delta.
Now the whole of Ogoniland is expecting Shell to be replaced and the drilling to restart.
When that happens the massive machinery of drilling, and its associated fumes and noise will return.
Since moving to the village of Kdere nine years ago, Mrs Kanaan has had four children.
"I am afraid for my children," she says.
But since the removal of Shell was announced, uncertainty has crept in over what the future holds.
The company says it learned of the government's decision in the pages of the newspapers.
But other activists see a difficult period ahead.
"It is a serious issue, one that will need to be talked about," says Mosop President Ledum Mitee.
But it remains questionable if that kind of deal is realistic.
"I have heard the president say he wants to address these issues, but only in private statements."
He says the government would have to do the same for all the other people in the Delta.
"But there's no sign the government is presenting a consistent policy, it's just confusion."
And leaving them alone is not an option on the table.
The words of an Ogoni protest song in the 1990s went: "The flames of Shell are the flames of hell."
Ledor Muu, a mother of nine, in Kdere remembers back to that time.